you won't let me down

2006-11-15T00:45:00.000+08:00

Hello people. I have moved!

http://antichristsuperstar.wordpress.com/

2006-11-13T23:08:00.000+08:00

nicole tan's the bomb sia. she can put jaime in her pocket anytime.
a whooping NINETY EIGHT guys checked her in about just 2 hours! like woahh. the ahbengs, mahts, indians and all.

hahaha.

2006-11-13T11:48:00.000+08:00

Hello people. Arrant End will be playing on the 19th Nov at gas haus again. that's next week. Please show us some support by watching us. Tickets are at 10 bucks with 1 free drink. It's reallllyyyy worth it!

2006-11-12T14:17:00.000+08:00

So comfirmation was fine. i forgot my lines, screwed up the theme song playing and all. haha, but it still felt pretty good. archbishop slapped me. my brother says it's a symbolic kinda thing. supposedly it's supposed to be a reminder that we do not have all the answers, and we need to turn to god for them.

After comfirmation and all, i went for dinner with adrian, emu, jaime, nut, khym, mabel and nat. keith left halfway in the train. after some of them left, daryl joined us and we watched him macdonalds. yeah, hung around, lepak'ed under the void deck and all. went home and guess what?

my dad locked me outta the house. but my brother opened the latch for me though. and when i went in, my dad was there at the living me, scolded me and shit. blah blah blah.

yeah, pretty eventful day.

oh yes, i ate dog food just now. tastes like shit.

2006-11-07T15:16:00.000+08:00

howdy ho peeps. training the past few days have been really tough. straining muscles and all that shit. hah. ah wells.

so nothing interesting has been happening recently. i'm looking forward to the few things over the next few weeks!

1. Jamming on friday
2. Comfirmation on saturday
3. Gig on the 19th

and hopefully hitting the studios to record some shit.
oh yes, i need a job too.

okay bye.

2006-11-01T13:41:00.000+08:00

So, tell me is it right?
To feel like we're only getting smaller
And if we were to find the feeling
But I'm only treading water
We've made a few mistakes, it's not worth it to say
(we all fall for the sound)

'Cause we are the only ones, we will get up
And we are aware, 'cause we've been through it
And we are the only ones, we will carry each other on our own

Believe the sound when the truth will send you falling
You see the lights but your mind isn't open
Now I hear you calling
We've made a few mistakes, it's not worth it to say
(we all fall for the sound)

Open your eyes and let all the light in
Open your eyes up a little more
I'm sure it will soon come out

2006-10-27T10:31:00.000+08:00

hey ho people. haven't blogged in a while. well, nothing much has been happening recently.
went to ben's house yesterday for jo's "surprise" party. went swimming a while and headed off home after that. hah. i'll be goin out in a few hours time so i'll see ya'll soon.

oh yah jaime, you're damn annoying lahhhh. stop falling asleep so early lahh! ):

2006-10-22T23:33:00.000+08:00

well, music mania was a fucking bash.
mosh pit was fucking hardcore man.
thanks to all the people who came down to support us
thanks to all the other bands that played
thanks to roy for the opportunity
thanks to paul for doing the last song for us
thanks to paolo, kenneth, jaime, nat, pantat, and whoever else that took pictures for us.

FUCKING HELL YEAH.
i'm not putting pictures of myself cause i look fat ):

2006-10-19T22:55:00.000+08:00

well well, i just came back from town, dinner and all.
yeap. boring day today, but hey! no school tomorrow, and we're gonna jam!

GIG ON SUNDAY PEOPLE. COME PLEASE? 10 DOLLARS ONLY!

nat chan. here's the post dedicated to you. though you are smelly and smell like cake, you're still pretty cool okay? happy birthday to you in advance. don't think you're getting a present from me la.

today is one messed up/sad day. bahh

2006-10-17T22:41:00.000+08:00

They called me the man with the blood of Christ honesty
But tonight I drink with heathens and our, our finest blasphemies
In wine there's truth but in silence there's surrender
A screaming for the silence in stunned suspicious terror
Built a temple in my life and used God to seal the pillars
After twenty years of fighting young heretics and killers
I watch my temple fall to pieces at the first signs of oncoming weather
Fell to my knees like Jesus in the cave, knew I would die
But my lips could only say; I'm not your son, so why have you forsaken me?
There's a hole in my heart but it just makes me unholy
Crucified that night and I walked away with alter-egos
Like the prison priest who preached his dead and buried gospel
With my faith in ruins my duty still breathes strong
I'm a parrot in a cage saying prayers to belong to a textbook
Of my crying, lying, dying history; a time so full of life that I was anything but me

2006-10-15T14:03:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU IN ADVANCE JAIME!
you little shitbag you. hahaha. you still owe me prison break and you better stop pinching my nehnehpok before i pinch yours!

HAHA! much love aye? <3
kisses for me?

GUNBOUND!

2006-10-13T01:11:00.000+08:00

GUNBOUND!
GUNBOUND!
GUNBOUND!
GUNBOUND!
GUNBOUND!
GUNBOUND!
GUNBOUND!
adi lousy lah!!

fengshui

2006-10-12T00:55:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER. YIPEE.
went out today, jam, dinner and all. bah, tiring. i'm a tired/sad boy now. it's going to 1am. i'm supposed to gunbound with that faggot keith but he's not around. bloody hell. haha.

my brother says that the pope just allowed latin mass to be celebrated. what does that mean to me? no damn clue. heh

cya'll around people.

my heart feels the same

follow me home

2006-10-10T20:36:00.000+08:00

haha, dnt tmr. i haven't studied. pretty nervous about it. but hey! jamming! at last! OHH BOY. hahahah. this is exciting. btw, i got new guitar. YES YES. MY GUITAR. keith gave it to me. he's a nice nice boy. right keith? MY guitar ah? hahahhaha.

If only I had truthfully seen
That night we'll never re-live
But you and I could not go and walk away
Just close your eyes
You'll never see me crashing down
I see where we had come in doubt
I'd be lonely if you weren't so proud

I have seen so many loving faces
They turn back and leave with looks of regret
The road goes and I am finding home in it

You're a superstar

2006-10-08T20:45:00.000+08:00

AT THE GAY BAR.
well, 2 hours 20 mins left to bed time, math paper 2 and geog tomorrow. haven't studied one bit. haha, honestly, im pretty worried. ahh well.

im pretty excited bout the gig. it's been about, uhh 3-4 months since our last show, 10 weeks since we last jammed. oh my gawd. hahaha. fuck the studios upside down yeah.

i want to watch prison break. it's the most addictive serial ever. i watched 5 episodes in a day at jaime's. i hope i can go back for more tomorrow. hahaha.

i heard you say just this one time,
so i guess i'll just sit here and see for myself

OH YES YES. GIG TICKETS. PLEASE CONTACT ME ASAP IF YOU WANNA GO. CAUSE I'VE NO TICKETS LEFT AND I NEED TO GO COLLECT FROM THE ORGANISER AND I WANNA GET THE TOTAL NO. OF TICKS I WANT. KAPEESH? good.

i'll be dead over you.

OKAY BIATCHES LISTEN UP!

2006-10-05T13:40:00.000+08:00

heh. I've physics and POA paper 1, English paper 2, Geography and DNT left. Then it's fucking freedom for me. YEAHHHH.
ANYWAYS,
HERE'S A POSTER FOR MY UPCOMING GIG.
Message me if you wanna go yes? We'll make it a good show. i hope. 22nd Oct - The Arrant End

SEE YA'LL AROUND

and when i see her, i'll tell her what's been on my mind,
all these sleepless nights

lose yourself.

2006-10-02T19:22:00.000+08:00

girl i saw you in the mirror last night yeah

Well, lets have a proper post for a change. not one with lyrics and a hidden message at the end. haha.

So EOYs started today. English. Oh boy, i can't wait for the papers to end. Tmr's math paper 1. I hate math. i suck at math. how bad? kinda like deepthroat. yeah, that bad. okay shut up justin.

Went to study today. Prayed a lil' at the adoration room. blah blah. GEEZ. i can't think of what to say now.

okay. so, that's it. ciao people.

2006-09-30T09:51:00.000+08:00

I feel so numb to see this bitter end of beautiful illusions...
would this be the same?
broken pieces will not mend to save our past now

In my mind blood drips from your eyes
a beautiful last goodbye

i never thought it would end this way

2006-09-26T16:02:00.000+08:00

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

i won't get over you.

feastday

2006-09-24T11:50:00.000+08:00

It was a good feastday. The food was okay. i didn't eat much. not that in a mood. the mass was fun. the choir singing all, shiok la.

you've made me the happiest boy ever.

as blood runs black

2006-09-20T16:45:00.000+08:00

hello world. exams are coming. i'm excited. are you? haha. im 5% done with my revision.

sooo. uhhh. i dunno lah. alot of shit happening. bah. i wish i could bury my head under a stone and hide. bleagh.

it's too late baby there's no turning around
i've got my hands in my pocket and my head in a cloud
this is how i do
when i think about you

2006-09-17T18:29:00.000+08:00

in response to what you said, i'd say what you would always say. whatever.

i think you think too much. take a chill pill.

2006-09-11T20:50:00.000+08:00

WAH LAO. msn has been down all day. today has been one hell of a shit ass boring day. basket.

2006-09-10T22:38:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL TOMORROW. PENIS PENIS HARHARHAR.

you queer fella you

antidote for irony

2006-09-09T12:40:00.000+08:00

goood morning people. i just woke up. actually i woke up earlier just now to shit and then i went back to sleep. diarreah boy, must be the mutton curry yesterday. bah. damn stone sia. slept so bloody late this morning.
so i haven't been blogging much. nothing much has been goin on, i miss my friends, i miss jamming, i miss doing loadsa stuff i used to do. can't wait for school to start man. come on exams, hurry up! hah, once we're all done with the exams, PARTY BABY. yeeeeehaww.
i went shopping yesterday, bought jeans and a tie. pretty cool stuff. hah. pretty cheap too. ohh i love sales at the expo.
i'm going to cut my hair later. sian lah.

okay ciao people.

was it long enough or did he wake you up from your sleeping?

2006-09-04T20:28:00.000+08:00

Stephen Robert Irwin (22 February 1962 – 4 September 2006)

Rest In Peace la okay. kenna owned by sting ray sia. suay bugger.
He was not killed by the sting itself but from a puncture to the heart in turn causing cardiac arrest. Sucks ehhhh. Psssh. No more nice shows on art central already. Aww.

2006-09-01T12:24:00.000+08:00

haha. oh well. i guess i'll just take things like a man. tahan only. they'll calm down soon. yeappp.
but they're still annoying la. there goes my sept holidays. kanina.

2006-08-31T13:15:00.000+08:00

oh man. my parents found out my smoking secret. shit. they're the last people on this planet to find out man. quite a well kept secret, for rather long too.

well, i'm grounded. "no more freedom for you cause you abuse it" they say. they want me outta my job, they want me out of choir, no jamming, no this, no that. so that basically means i can only stay at home, eat, sleep and shit.

fucking hell, you might as well paralyse me and put me on life support. damn parents.
i'm now contemplating either of the 2 options:

1. do what jo did
2. run away from home.

hah. fucking parents.
emo season is here. time to start cutting wrists. fuckkkkkk. someone help me.

The Best Cigarette - Billy Collins

2006-08-28T22:31:00.000+08:00

There are many that i miss
having sent my last one out a car window
sparking along the road one night, years ago.

The heralded ones, of course:
after sex, the two glowing tips
now the lights of a single ship

At the end of a long dinner
with more wine to come
and a smoke ring coasting into the chandelier;

Or on a white beach,
holding one with fingers still wet from a swim.

How bittersweet these punctuations, of flame and gesture;
but the best were on those mornings,
when i would have a little something going in the typewriter,

The sun bright in the windows,
maybe some Berlioz on in the background.

I would go into the kitchen for a coffee
and on the way back to the page,
curled in its roller,
I would light one up and feel,
it's dry rush mix with the dark taste of coffee.

Then i would be own locomotive,
trailing behind me as i returned to work
little puffs of smoke.

Indicators of progress,
signs of industry and thought,
the signal that told the nineteenth century,
it was moving forward.

that was the best cigarette
when i would steam into the study
full of vaporous hope
and stand there,
the big headlamp of my face,
pointed down at all the words in parallel lines.

hah. bored on a monday night. psssh

2006-08-27T14:50:00.000+08:00

okay. there's nothing much to blog about really.

just joined 9am recently. it's pretty cool ya know. i always wanted to sing in a choir. so yeah. just back from practice about 2 hours ago.

feeling sick now. some kinda throat/lung infection. hurts like fk. can die la. i doubt i'll be going to school tomorrow. sheeesh. doctors doctors.

2006-08-22T22:51:00.000+08:00

Hello people. It's been a loong time since i last blogged.
nothing much has been happening.
pretty much the same boring thing going on.

Chem retest tomorrow. I hope i'll do better then the last.
I hope we can go jang jang on friday.

we find knifes in our backs

2006-08-18T23:03:00.000+08:00

hello people.
nothing much has been happening.
just came back from keith's. watch final destination 3, went to chomp chomp. yeah that's it.
mmm. weekends here. (:

i want my paycheck sia. broke as fk.

daphne said i should write something interesting in my blog. so here you go:

SOMETHING INTERESTING

heh heh. amuse yourselves.

we're shocked when,

2006-08-16T15:16:00.000+08:00

hello people. i'm just back from school. gotta go to work in about 10 mins. i lost my housekeys. how fucking unlucky.

gotta start studying. keep on studying. let's get studying. studying mmmkay.

i'm not taken care of.

2006-08-12T22:01:00.000+08:00

It was your hello that kept me hanging on every word
And your goodbye that keeps me listening for your voice around each corner

boy you're at a standstill
you can't move foward
what's keeping you?

2006-08-09T11:59:00.000+08:00

it's good to see you
i missed you last night
that's such a lovely color
it goes with your eyes
before we fall asleep
i just wanted to say
this all seems so easy
but there's choices to make

HAHA KEITH. darling we need loadsa help.

2006-08-06T16:05:00.000+08:00

"Excuse me, miss
But do you have the slightest clue
Of exactly what you just said to me
And exactly who you're talking to?"

She said, "I don't care, you don't even know me"
I said, "I know but I'd like to change that soon, hopefully"

2006-08-03T19:53:00.000+08:00

hello people
bye bye people.

i is damn tired today.
tomolo tomolo go jang jang, yay.

after the show lehhh.

2006-07-30T00:57:00.000+08:00

alright people. the gig was shiok. hah. we didn't play our best, but fuck, i had lotsa fun up there. it was pretty hot and packed lah. i got myself in shit with the security. stupid mouth of mine.

thanks for all who came down to support us. and thanks to avery for the slot and the awesome show.

bright future band. bright future. let's go.

godfuckingdamned chinese ghost festival.

2006-07-26T19:32:00.000+08:00

hah. im sick. really sick. possibly stomach flu. i'll be seeing the docs tmr. that means no school for me. im gonna miss chem test. haha. didn't study for it anyway.

i left work early today too. damn giddy la. cannot work under such harsh conditions.
okay okay. it's advertistment time:

my bands playing. first gig we're having so come
down and support us yes?

THE VALLEY MOSH
29th july 06,SATURDAY
from about 6.30pm till 12 midnight
its at loyang valley condo's function room
(nearest mrt is pasir ris)
how to get there: bus services 109, 9, 19, 89, 6, 59.
tickets: $10 presale, $12 at the door

FREE DRINKS FOR ALL, ALL NIGHT.

some other great bands will be playing!
(in no paticular order)

Trella
THE ARRANT END - my beloved band.
Her Black Despondency
Caracal
Fourth Avenue
Savage Messiah
Radiant Distortion
Burning Forsothyia
Melanie Murder
and more...

FUCK CHINESE GHOST FESTIVAL.

2006-07-25T14:39:00.000+08:00

hello people. im back from school and i have to go to work in an hours time. blooody hell.
i can't wait for the end of the month. get my pay. hahahah.

i suck at blogging, nothing to talk about. so yeah. that's it. ciao folks.

2006-07-22T00:31:00.000+08:00

well, the show today was fine. i did my best. i hope it was good enough. hah.

so busy. things are moving too fast.
the stress and pressure getting into my head.
relax justin, relax.

i need to do porn sia.

the first step in forgetting.

2006-07-19T23:08:00.000+08:00

Hahah. i finished work early today. Met that idiot geri on the way to work.
finally jamming tmr. hope the show goes well boy. what black label all. hard sia.

daphne lai, i work at novena. come come okay. i make you a burger with arsenic and cockroaches inside. HARHAR.

let's get it on

2006-07-18T23:18:00.000+08:00

WORK IS TOUGH.
fucking tiring.
FUCK.

2006-07-16T22:40:00.000+08:00

WAH WAH. very bored very bored. i can't stand this slow-paced life. it's boring the shit outta me. i need something to do. something to give me that adreneline rush. hah.

now time for a random hokien vulgarity. hmmm. NARHBEI. hahahahha. okay. i'm just really bored.

so work starts tmr. hoooo.

you're sweet as the sun but what happens when the sun doesn't stay?

2006-07-13T16:49:00.000+08:00

well. school's been darn boring. nothing much has been happening so far.
i'll be starting work this monday. mmhmm.
my god damn computer/router is full of problems. fuck man.

2006-07-09T18:49:00.000+08:00

italy's gonna win but i want france to win. italy got more catholics then france. harhar.
i dunno what im talking about.
we should have a bloody public holiday on world cup finals day.

2006-07-08T19:18:00.000+08:00

i work at burger king, spitting on your onion rings.
i hope it goes through!

2006-07-05T22:54:00.000+08:00

tuapekgong-damned portugeese eggtards better not win tonight. dirty-playing, backstabbing bastards. grrr.

germany should have won. stupid pizza-boys.

jesus save me from the boredom

2006-07-04T21:53:00.000+08:00

tuapekgong jump over the wall

BORING AHH

2006-07-02T18:22:00.000+08:00

letter from your name .- J
thing that you are thinking .- something
place you would like to be now .- anywhere.
thing that is infront of you .- phone
name that is in your mind .- someone
thing that make you go mad .- annoying people
thing that make your day today .- nothing really.
thing that make you mad today .- im not feeling mad.
thing that attracts you .- ohh. i like legs and butts.
thing that make you sad .- hah.
person you wish to see .- dunno.
one of your idol .- satch
movie that you had seen lately .- garfield!
guy/girl that attracts you lately .- go find out yourself.
person you last seen .- ben, joel, emu, issey
person you last went out with .- ben, joel, emu, issey?
style of your favourite .- whatever style la.
food that you love to eat .- anything fried.
gift that you want to give to somebody .- hah. don't have any gifts
thing that you cant forget .- my birthday?

renee! here's your thank-you. you won't get your fat cat. yet. harhar.
stupid ahlian.

the cassandra crossing

2006-06-28T22:23:00.000+08:00

nothing to blog la. school so bloody boring.
my life's boring. nothing special.

2006-06-26T16:48:00.000+08:00

School's started. shit lah.

STOP SPAMMING MY TAGBOARD YOU BITCHES. I KNOW WHO YOU ARE. hah.

2006-06-21T23:54:00.000+08:00

IN THE LAND OF MARS
THE WOMEN DON'T WEAR BRAS
AND THE MEN DON'T CARE
CAUSE THEY DON'T WEAR UNDERWEAR

late night conversations

2006-06-20T02:59:00.000+08:00

well, it's 2.55am. i just finished a game of dota. it lasted for 2 hrs. it was kinda stalemate. just that bloody auggy got a divine rapier. basket. still it was a draw. if it had dragged on i think they'd win though.

holidays are coming to an end. rejoice for there will be no more days with nothing to do. but then again. lament, cause we're gonna bloody have homework and i have to see all my stupid schoolmates and i don't wanna cut my hair.

i'll be going down to lavender later. gonna have to make a casket and embalm my dead butterly. heh. okay. i'll be making my ic later. whooo. nice pink card. yah yah.

so i'll be going to bed now. good night friends and fuck everyone else. HAHA. kidding.

come on and brace yourselves

I have been tagged !

2006-06-18T11:25:00.000+08:00

idiot adrian made me do this. basket.

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint.
2. Choose 5 person to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.

Favourites
Favourite Colour: black
Favourite Food: indian or italian
Favourite Song: anything by chiodos
Favourite Movie: quite a few.
Favourite Sport: baseball/softball
Favourite Day of the Week: friday
Favourite Season: winter
Favourite Ice Cream: the italian one.

Currents
Current Mood: disturbed
Current Taste: i just ate mints
Current Clothes: shorts. im not wearing shirt.
Current Desktop: the dell one.
Current Toe nail Colour: i don't paint toe nails
Current Time: 11.26am
Current Surroundings: dining all.
Current Annoyances: hah. can't think of any
Current Thoughts: NO IDEA.

Firsts
First Best Friend: i forgot his name.
First Crush: i think it would be daphne.
First Movie: my dad brought me to watch outbreak(that ebola thingy). had no idea what was going on.
First Lie: can't remember
First Music: SPICE GIRLS!

Lasts
Last Cigarette: im not saying.
Last Drink: just now
Last Car Ride: just now
Last Crush: lalala.
Last Movie: benchwarmers
Last Phone Call: parents?
Last CD played: i don't play CDs.

Have you ever
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: nah
Have you ever broken the law: yeah
Have you ever been arrested: nah
Have you ever skinny-dipped: nah
Have you ever been on TV: i walked into a camera filming on the streets. don't know if i came on.
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: yeah

Things
5 things you are wearing: underwear, pants, a fake smile.
4 things you done today: brushed teeth, took a bus, attended mass, had breakfast, some chemistry homework.
3 things you can hear right now: the music. my keyboard typing, noisy birds.
1 thing you do when you are bored: guitar.

PEOPLE TO TAG!
ben nerva, adrian (HAHA YOU DO AGAIN), daphne, renee, rachel goh

2006-06-16T21:47:00.000+08:00

hello world. i'm back from camp. it was good.
the end.

no more ah guys.

2006-06-13T13:17:00.000+08:00

so we all stayed over at keith last night. drank some stuff. all of us got drunk but keith.
so i was damn wasted ah. i was crying like fuck. according to them, 2 hours straight. i remember scolding god too. uh huh. damn fucked up lah. hah. vomitted a hell lot too. pee in the bushes. blah blah.

i'm still pretty hungover now. my eyes are moving slowly (not due to wanking), and my mind hurts. ah well.

no more hard liqour for me man. too much to tahan.

oh yah yah. thank you keith for your hospitality. sorry if i did shit to you while i was f'ed.

2006-06-10T22:57:00.000+08:00

holidays are boring as hell.

2006-06-08T23:04:00.000+08:00

thanks for sushi tei guys
and thank you for the cake. didn't see it coming at all.

it was fun.

fifteen.

2006-06-08T01:24:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to me.
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to the oh-my-fucking-god-buddha-shave-himeself-bald-so-darn-cool-justin
happy birthday to me.

thank you. the world loves me and i love the world.
THANKS FOR THE 100 dollar meal. love you.

the aftermath

2006-06-04T23:33:00.000+08:00

COMFIRMATION CAMP LAH

and so, we go to church on friday morning for morning mass, then we went off to lorong low koon, (it's freaking haunted) ! we played icebreaker games, like.. double whacko (my favourite cause i get to sabo people) , pass the message game and all. it was pretty fun

so anyway. we had P&W and it was fine. actually, praise and worship was seriously great throughout the whole camp. high-spirited, i must say, but it gets boring after a while cause we always do the same songs

we had a few sessions, picked our mortals and i got matthew sim! we're supposed to treat them nice, but wth, i treat everyone darn nice. it's hard to treat them any nicer. i passed some sweets to him through people but apparently he never received them. SOMEONE must have eaten them.

ohh, we had new groupings since the last camp, and my group was called 'peace'. i forgot who were in it but i know that we're just f***ing A. simply the best. oh yeah.

so we had sessions until tea then we played the outdoor games. we played musical chairs that had STARCH on the seats. so all of us had starch everywhere. it was disgusting but heck. it was fun rubbing it all over people. then we played this mentos in the flour game.
Then it was time for the usual captain's ball and rugby.. it was fun. I got knee'd in my pelvis by that idiot raphael. HAHA.
anyway. it was still fun.

at night, we had spiritual and p&w again. the cool prayer session under the stars was an experience. we laid on our backs, looking at the stars and talked to God. peaceful, quiet, relaxing but i just got bored after 5 mins or so. the singapore night sky's boring.

the second day was fun. we had this session that was all about being silent. we had to keep quiet for about an hour and fifteen minutes? like, really no talking. we were supposed to go find your own quiet spot in the compound, reflect on a bible verse and hear God talking to you and talk to Him.

I reflected on it a while, said some prayers, and walked around the compound just thinking about stuff. And i went to my dorm for horizontal meditation. HARHAR

SO. lunch was quiet as hell. seriously, the silence was deafening. we were only allowed to talk after lunch. we made some mural/collage thingy and then we have GAMES! we played capture the flag. i was playing as this captain fella la. then we had save the queen with water bombs and all, had to protect audrey from getting wet but i was spending most of my time wetting people especially lydia. then we played rugby again. 2.30 refused to play with 4.30 cause they knew they'd just get owned so bad. haha! we got all the pros in our team larh!

at night, we had this spiritual thing, where we had to share and pray for each other and all. it was good. brought us closer. thank you daphne. much love.

our skit today was goood. pretty funny i guess. i hope it was entertaining. then we had mass. and we sang that stupid NANA song again. haha. it's nice lah. but. noisy. i don't enjoy jumping around. the blisters on my feet hurt like a soab. so yeah. it's all over. and i'm all happy.

cheers people.
to all my friends at church. i love you guys as fuck. serious!

2006-06-04T16:29:00.000+08:00

hello. justin is back from camp. but he's darn tired so he'll go to bed and tell you more about his journey another time.

2006-06-01T22:17:00.000+08:00

camp tomorrow. oh well. you fellas won't be seeing so much of justin over the next 3 days. goodbye to this loathsome world. harhar.

2006-05-31T22:14:00.000+08:00

could someone teach justin how to treat a woman with respect? cause apparently he doesn't. someone teach him how to be a girl's guy. cause it seems that's one thing he sucks at.

what's it feel like to be a ghost

2006-05-30T23:40:00.000+08:00

olala. justin got money justin got money! finally. haha! it's been really bored since the begining of the holidays. i can't wait for church camp la. it might possibly be not very fun, but at least i'll be away from home. i want to play guitar.

are you up for it?

give me your hand

2006-05-28T11:30:00.000+08:00

so party yesterday was cool. gathering of rockstars all ahh. we had junk food for dinner and sang some songs with some guitar. paul is good man. gonna be the next idol ahh. 'i never' was fun. 'i never wank' and cheers to all the guys. bailey's was good.

i think im feeling sick now. so chilly. stoned. and it has to bloody rain. ah well. the holidays have started. rejoice.

there goes my $90 dollars. heartpain sia. basket.

adrian made me do this stupid thing

2006-05-23T21:26:00.000+08:00

What were you doing in secondary school?
-copying homework
-sleeping in class
-sms'ing in class
-disturbing teachers
-photowhoring during english period

Five of your favourite singers / bands?
-chiodos
-saosin
-jason mraz
-silverstein
-adrian (the best singer in the world)

Five things you would do if you were a millionaire?
-buy a house
-buy lotsa good guitars
-invest in some stocks/unit trusts
-share with friends/charities
-buy a girlfriend.

Five bad habits?
-lying
-saying stupid things
-fagging
-burping
-that shake-your-head-when-hair-irritates-you thing

Five things you like doing?
-play the guitar
-listen to music.
-play computer
-chilling out
-fagging.

Five things you would never buy, wear or get?
-women's underwear
-i'll never get pregnant
-a dildo
-A1 for chinese
-her.

Five favourite things?
-Guitar
-friends
-computer
-god
-myself

Five people to do this?
-ADRIAN CHAI
-ADRIAN CHAI
-ADRIAN CHAI
-ADRIAN CHAI
-ADRIAN CHAI

HAHA! NOW YOU HAVE TO DO IT 5 TIMES BITCH!

slap myself on the head for saying what i said

hello to new you.

2006-05-23T14:21:00.000+08:00

days have passed since YISS. i feel a whole different feeling right now. the holy mood hasn't worn off yet, and i really don't want it to be. i want to be someone different, someone better. that i can love and be loved and blah blah blah. there's a need for someone now. and i'd be more than willing to just give it all up for him.

so i've been lazing around at home, not doing much. just 2 more days till the holidays uh huh. it's so darn exciting.and all the many things that we're gonna do during june and oh-oh-oh. whose birthday isit on June 8th!? it's justin's oh yeah! so remember to buy your presents and prepare your cards uh huh. HAHA!

i'm thinking too much.

all things through him

2006-05-20T20:00:00.000+08:00

well. things have been very busy recently. church and stuff. YISS. it's been pretty great. i'm feeling god and all lah. i think i'll try to stop wanking for good. heh heh. there was the healing and stuff lah. i got certain issues off my chest. it was really hard for me. but at the end of it. it felt much better. hopefully god would answer my prayers. but if he doesn't, at least i know i tried. i'm still quite skeptical about the whole thing though. rather doubtful of it all. it's too darn good to be true. haha. well, last session tomorrow. hopefully it'll give me a change of heart. i want the holy spirit to give me the gift of l337 gaming. then i play fps or something can see through walls all. haha. kidding.

I failed chinese and math overall. That's pretty sucky lah. i wasn't expecting to fail math. but hell, almost the whole level failed so i guess it's norm to fail lah. chinese, bah. screw it. can get by without that subject. pssssh. okay no more. buh bye

vote justin for personal jesus.

2006-05-16T22:13:00.000+08:00

i'm a bastard/dick/fucker, whatever you wanna call me.
cowardly and sarcastic too. uh huh. justin's annoying.

all nereids beware

2006-05-12T19:50:00.000+08:00

2 more days and back to school. that's jolly exciting ain't it? i can't wait to get my results. i know i probably won't do extremely well but hell. i just want the whole darn thing to end and i can enjoy my june holidays. yeap yeap.

if i die, i'll die knowing i tried.

2006-05-09T20:00:00.000+08:00

Finally. No more exams. Woohoo.
Time to chill and to focus on other stuff besides the damned studies.

2006-05-07T21:02:00.000+08:00

i've got a taste of what you got
i don't enjoy it very much
it makes me feel terrible

rockabilly

2006-05-06T12:51:00.000+08:00

Three Lions

Words & Music by The SUNS

Sang Nila Utama, he came from very far
A long, long, long time ago
He met Sir Stamford Raffles and his best friend William Farquhar
They formed a band and they called it Singapura

They were three guys just having fun
Chilling with the Samsui woman
Rockin' up and down in the plantation
They wrote this song for the whole nation
Rockin' up Singapura

Everybody turn on your radio
There's a sound that's rockin your stereo
It's rock'n'roll

Then our friends want to be rockstars
But unfortunately William Farquhar
He had no money to buy his bloody guitar
So they opened up a mama shop
Selling sweets and lollypops
Bought the first guitar that they could afford
Wrote this song for the whole nation
Rockin' up Singapura

Everybody turn on your radio
There's a sound that's rockin your stereo
It's rock'n'roll

We came from an alien nation
Landed in this rubber plantation
Wrote a song for the whole damm nation
Trying to find some appreciation
Now we got the circumcision
Cannot even do the masturbation
So I ask for all you cooperation
We be the new Singapura sensation!

OH BOY OH BOY!

2006-05-04T14:50:00.000+08:00

3 MORE DAYS OF EXAMS AND I'M FREE. YEAH BABEH. OOOLALALA.
I think the MCR live album's quite nice eh. haha!

*edit*
OH YAH YAH! I forgot to add. Haha. Today's dnt/f&n paper was damn funny lah.
Us DNT'ers and the F&N'ers had our tests in the same class lah. So we all started at the same time. BUT! Our paper finishes earlier, and ours is only 7 pages whereas theirs is 9! Plus, we get 2 sheets of writing paper and they get 4.

HAHA. F&N Suckers. I swear, most of them are all gonna fail. Cause the moment they received their papers, i heard alot of 'sigh's, 'fuck's, and 'wah die's. sheesh.so kids! don't take F&N. It's tough. And the teacher comes from hell. I'm sure the students would agree with me.

here goes nothin

2006-05-02T13:35:00.000+08:00

oh boy. maths was a bitch i tell ya. It was freakin hard. Damned setter thinks he's setting paper for RI or something man. We neighbourhood students ain't elite material lah. Basket. Bloody questions all so hard. I'm suprised if i can pass lah. I left a shitload of blanks and im sure at least half of the questions i answered are wrong. Pfft. I'm fked. There goes my june holidays.

POA was fine i guess. I got most of the questions right i think. MCQ was stupid though. All the answers seemed correct, pretty hard to choose correct answer. Psssh. Chinese is tomorrow. Umm. fuck that, i don't really care much bout that damned subject. I hate chinese. ~~and i hate chinese people too whoops.~~ heh heh.

alright. that's all for now. ima go ~~play some dota and guitar~~ study. (:

dog see girl. dog hump girl. weee.

2006-05-01T19:16:00.000+08:00

harhar. wah wah. someone so hot, aroused the shitzu and the shitzu wanna hump her. hilarious shits. rofl.

i feel smarter already. thanks =)
don't laugh at people when they're scared. you'll freak yourself out.
i can't slap, pfft.

angels and airwaves

2006-04-30T15:34:00.000+08:00

you want it and i want it too.

change.

2006-04-29T19:04:00.000+08:00

i feel different.

ice cream parlour.

2006-04-27T20:20:00.000+08:00

So the softballers left school after recess and we headed to Toa Payoh Sports Hall to support and C and B boys battle it out for the pilot pen cup titles. I think our C boys won. Not too sure about the B's. I think we won too though. Can't remember. =/

Well, it was a tough game i guess. But we're like so good, so we won. As usual. Heh. After winning the final round against Sports School. We took our flag and ran around the hall, cheering and... heh. Stopping in front of SSP's seating area and dancing around. We're bastards i know. harhar. We're gonna get a school holiday. Whooo.

Anyways! We sang our school song, which was really cool lah. We got "oei's" inbetween everyline. So it's like, "all ye sons of montfort school OEI! ever grateful be and true OEI!" something like that la huh. It was really funny. heh.

Exams start tomorrow! English paper 1 and SS. I just finished my Dnt folio which is also due tmr. And i looked through some SS notes. Hopefully i won't blank out. I'm pretty sure i remembered all the information well. Good luck to me tomorrow. I'll need it.

shutting me up.

2006-04-25T22:43:00.000+08:00

Okay people. If you wanna shut someone up on a text conversation,
Just say one of the following:
"okay"
"haha"
"whatever"

trust me, it works. happens to me all the darn time.
glue gun was fucking painful. bitch han.
i'm the damned chairman cause i said so. too bad. harhar.

a new begining.

2006-04-24T15:53:00.000+08:00

Well then, the blog's back up. New simple template with all the links and shit.
Life the past few days hasn't been good at all. Lotsa problem coming up. I've been moody all weekend. People would tell me to smile, i could, but i'd rather not. What can i say? When i'm sad, i need attention. Or rather maybe all the time la.

I did my napfa today. The 2.4km run. I came up with the time of 12 mins 45 secs. I guess it's fine. I've got my project to finish later on. Many deadlines to meet. Exams in 3 days. I think i'm looking forward to it. Tomorrow's free ice cream day. From ben and jerries. I really wanna get a cone. But i end school really late. Shit.

Adrian wrote me this "song"
It goes as such:
justin is a dog yes he is,
sufaced butt he will kiss,
shit in his mouth and punch his face,
now that retard is dead.

smoke today,smoke tomorrow.
taking away his sorrow.
he smokes cigs very well,
smoking causes death you know,
but he is gonna go to hell.

Stupid jackass he. Haha. Well he is right i guess.

I haven't been a good friend to you.
I've let you down too many times.
I really do care even though it may seem that i don't.
I show my love in the weirdest ways ever.
It's just really hard to express emotions.
I'm really sorry alright.
I want things to work out.
I know you hate me now.
I guess i just deserved it.